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Black SheepIf I were to changeBlack Sheep by ~KikinRJ
Every single part of who I am
Would it be enough for you?
Would it be enough for you
To love me as you should?
Or would I need to continue to fight?
Would I have to fight
To gain your acceptance?
Fight for your approval?
If I went through life
As the puppet on your strings,
Would it be enough for you to love me?
I feel the tugs back and forth
Between who I am
And who you think that I should be.
We each have to feet to stand on
And I want so much to feel the ground,
Ground never under me because I am not enough.
I have never made you proud,
Constantly hidden away,
The one you are ashamed of.
I don't und
Teach me HowCould it beTeach me How by ~KikinRJ
That this is happening to me?
I feel the walls I built
Starting to crumble around my feet.
something about you
Drives a hole right through
Every bad thought I have
Always had about myself.
I can't explain the way
Every touch weakens me,
How every sweet thing you say
Melts the very core of my being.
You make me want more
And make me want to be better.
I want to become strong for you,
And let go of all of my fears.
I have been taught
That I am nothing and no one
That I am less than everything,
Yet I feel you peeling that away.
Don't break me,
Carry my heart and keep it safe.
Teach me to love,
I want so much
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Something I beg of you to care for.
Feel it in your hands,
Know its every beat.
Be gentle, it is fragile
It has been broken before,
What you see are the only peices
That I was able to hold onto.
Carry it with you
Everywhere you go,
Show it there is something
Good left in the world.
Should you feel the need
To leave it behind
Just smash it where you stand
For it will no longer be any good to me.
Feel it,
Know its beat.
Know that each and every one
Sounds loudly just for you,
My heart is yours
Sta.sh
